I kind of feel better about my dog’s death (if that makes sense???)…my family sat around and talked about happy moments with him so that was nice. I feel sad and my house feels empty without hearing his food steps or having him wake up my family at 6 am for dog food and water.
Everything clicked and I put together that his body was shutting down on him and he just couldve fight…I wish the vet would’ve sent us home with pain medication instead of medication for his heart because he wasn’t able to make it for his last pills…and I feel like they knew that too but that’s another discussion -_-
…this is my first time coping with death so I’m just having a bunch of feelings yknow. Also no read more since I’m on my phone. Is there a way to do a read more on this stupid app. Tumblr staff, make a read more option. Your app sucks.